I Am A Proud Anal Whore

I love sex, and since I can remember, I have enjoyed masturbating, fantasizing about men, mostly, and enjoying even just admiring cocks, the things men do, and the ways in which they communicate with women and each other. During high school, I started hanging out with Gay people, so I questioned my sexual orientation. I became attracted to a female friend of mine and thought for a while that I might be a lesbian. I realized, though, that I could not identify myself as a lesbian, but what I started to recognize in me was a desire to express passionately how I felt about sex, in general. For many years, though, I hid away from people not understanding why a sense of shame was overtaking me. It took me until recently to understand that I am a Sex Positive Feminist, and that my confusion had to do with that there has never been a kind of, “Straight Pride” in the way that the LGBTQ community experiences its celebration of who they are. In reality, Sex Positive Feminism has only, officially been around for a short time. So, while it took me some time to come out, my club has not even been in existence long, and since I do sex work from home, it further isolates me from the other women and men who identify themselves with this group. Nonetheless, I am excited and proud of how far I have come. I am thrilled that I finally understand who I am. That is the important thing. When I have time, I attend seminars with other whores, and I am reminded of what bright, interesting, and diverse people we are. We are a beautiful group of individuals who are hard working, open minded, intelligent, and of course, sexy. I often delve into my past to access the pain that I have experienced to try and get perspective as to why I felt so frustrated and misunderstood, and it used to hurt a lot that I simply had no way to completely express myself, and also thanks to the Internet, my voice is heard everywhere, so now, although the journey has been filled with elation, consternation, and moments when I felt like giving up, I know that I am moving ahead with my life and that what is paramount is that I am doing it. I expect to get better at being a whore, to continue to share my experiences with all of you, and to keep learning to be more articulate, less impatient, and even more assertive about who I am.

Where once I struggled with wanting to be something big or to at least have a career, I now feel more comfortable in the fray, and although it can be stressful at times, I have finally become who I have always been. I love being an anal whore, and every time I go online and take my clothes off, tell jokes, fuck myself, and talk to men, and as terrifying as it can be, this is my niche, my calling, and my oeuvre. My education is in the moment, electrifying, and exuberant. I am more passionate than ever, and although I would like to make more money at it, I still love every minute of it. I also advocate for others, and I do not confine myself to only speaking up for other whores. I challenge the status quo, speak out against human rights violations, and I even find myself identifying with people I never thought I would. While whores have been criticized for lacking any kind of fealty to one political belief or group, what I do makes me understand any and every political entity. I still vote Democrat, because I believe in civil rights, liberal Supreme Court Justice appointments, and an end to all oppression, but I am able to see all sides of the struggle. Any man or woman who comes into my Cam room is welcome. I want to hear what all of you think, because I now can tell you openly what I believe, and that is that we all have the right to think, feel, say, and do what we want. In learning who I am by talking to you, it is becoming easier for me to truly experience coexistence, and that feels like coming to a kind of peace that I never thought I would find. I am not there, yet, and I never will be, but my journey has begun, and however long I am here, I have already done and said so much of what I want, and for me, that change is something I have craved for years.